Trust the process
I have always been good at memorizing things or being able to pick up a topic faster. But these past years I haven't able to do it properly and it has mostly to do with self-confidence as well as self-esteem. I have been afraid to trust my own judgement and always ask other people to reconfirm them so I can go through the task in hand. But this can only go on for so much longer as there won't always be people around me to reconfirm my decisions and the people won't really have the context that I have to make the right decision so I need to really up my self-confidence. For me, confidence is like air in the tyre of bicycle, so if you don't have air inside the tyre then the rocky road i.e. life is really going to be tough ride for you. So I can't keep on going like this. I have to accept that my decisions on the most of the things which I am going to do for the first time will be bad or stupid so what get over it you aren't that special. Only then I will be able
